Been Thinking Again

Someone said, when it seems as if God is not answering your prayer maybe it's because of the lack of urgency. Something like that. So maybe that is why he isn't telling me right now. Or maybe I already know the answer, and he wants me to answer for myself??? Think about it

I have said, " Hey God what is your plan for me. I need a start, mid point, and an end. Help me out here." No answer......."Hey you called me and you want to hide all the answers from me? Whoa, now that's really fair. I'm cutting people out of my life, passing up money, and at times looking foolish and you wont even give me a map. TELL ME SOMETHING!!!"
Revelation:
I am sitting in the park as I am jotting things down in my notebook. Jalen comes and stands on the park table as I write. It's time to go, I grab my pad, I look at Jalen, extend my arms and say, "Jump". Without hesitation she runs and leaps into my arms, grabs my neck as she laughs. She looks at me smiling, those pretty hazel eyes full of joy. As if I'm staring in a mirror, in her left eye I can almost see my reflection. I'm smiling. I say, "Jay, why did you jump". Her response, "Cause you told me to". Then I said, "Why do you trust me to catch you?" She looks at me, and just shrugs her shoulders. Then all of a sudden she say's "Why not?"..............That's It.
God say's Tre, I want you to go here, do this, and TRUST ME
It will be okay. I may not tell you the outcome, but TRUST ME
I say she is not the one for you but TRUST ME
I have something better. For her to leap is a risk, but she trusts me to catch her. And why not have a little fun with it? The same joy I receive from her happiness, God has for me. TRUST ME. Just JUMP